today's slacking session turns out to be a 'crying' session.

not coz of me.

but coz of her.

but i ended up crying too.

just wana let myself feel better and oso to share her pain too.

although her pain is much much more den mine.

but my scar is there.

its hurting me too.

as wat i had told her and the rest.

i cant advise her to let go coz me myself still cant let go too.

i cant teach her to recover coz me myself have not recover yet.

all i can do is to hold her hands and tear together.

like wat she said.

wat we wants is to be loved.

to be cared.

to be concerned.

to be pampered.

to be hoaxed.

is tat very difficult?

well.

perhaps life is difficult ba.